You are like Stars
May 2, 2007
Please don’t get excited, my dearest friends. I am still “somewhere” in depression. It takes time but I am confident I can overcome it with your endless support, care, concern & love.
The two worst things about being in depression is my inability to sleep & the tightness that I get in my chest. Sometimes it is so tight that all I can feel is PAIN.
I will be travelling early tomorrow morning. I will take care, my friends. I will be fine & I will be back.
Before I leave, I would like to thank in no particular order.. my following friends.
Kak Nyonyapenang for her very wise advice & guidance.
CD for making me laugh.
Sengkor for cheering me with his text messages & allowing me to punch him. *punch punch*
Kyels for sending me some very beautiful jazz music.
Dabido for his useful suggestion.
Ian for “crying” with me & for wishing that the world would be a lot less shittier after we had cried.
Thank you also to everyone else who wishes me well from your hearts.
HUGS HUGS HUGS to all of you.
Lastly, I have a message for a female blogger who frequents my blog. You said that I am not good enough to be his friend. Well, it is none of your f**king business. So, please stop trying to hurt me by bitching about it. You don’t have any right to judge me.