some thoughts

August 12, 2010

As I look into the past, there is a dark remembrance. My thoughts are empty. There is no energy. No life but there is pain; the valuable time that I have is never well spent. But wasted and alone I am, who can I turn to when nothing ever feels right?

I come and I go into another scene, every time my mind wonders. When I want something it never happens. But when I’m not expecting it, it comes. Then I have to dig myself and my feelings back up, just to bring a smile upon my face.

I want to get back into the spot light. But yet I can’t get past the dirt I am standing on. But one day for sure I will surface, I will breathe and continue my life, but for now, I have to get past the rushing storm.